Been talking a lot of long term stuff with the manfolk. Getting excited. Marriage, babies, things that didn't used to interest me.
Scares me.
Catch myself trying to push him away even still. Like I am testing him before we make the actual move.
Unfortunately for him I have this need to be completely honest, don't want things going the way they did in my last long term relationship. At times I think I may be too blunt for my own good (and for the good of us).
Guess I do have more chick in me than I care to admit. Now if I can just curb it so he doesn't run off.
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